I've had thoughts of killing my self. My reason is the goddamn kids at school. They've really mad it tough for me. There's this one kid named Drew Gholson who pretends he's gay, proposes to me, and says he's in love with me. Another kid is A.J., and he slams into my desk on purpose and says I've raped him when I touch him (not sexually, I just grab him to get his attetion). There's another boy named Ethan and he makes fun of my heritage (Irish) by saying thier church is full of pedophiles and say that the Irish are violent drunks. I swear I wanted to bring a gun to school and shoot them all. But I have a conscience and know that I would like the kids who did those shootings at Columbine.
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